Another big blessing

After court, God provided us with another HUGE blessing. I can't really go into detail on this blog, but I will say that something we thought we would have to wait a week for came early. If you talk to any of our family they can fill you in. After getting back to the hotel, we realized that now it's another waiting game. There is not much to do here except sit around and wait. Daniel of course is handling this much better than I am. Every time I talk to the kids I want to cry. I guess knowing that I have 17 more days until I see them again, makes it worse. I just miss them so much. I have had time to think about all of the people who loved us through this process and provided so much in the way of prayers and money and other things to help us bring Lex home. I want so badly to tell you all how much you mean to us. We are so truly blessed to have such a family, set of friends, and church family that love us so much. So on top of missing my children, I now miss all of you. I know my emotions are high, and that's hard for me. I 'm not usually the emotional type. It's been such a long road. I told Daniel after court on Thursday that I feel like I've been holding my breath for a year. Hoping no one found anything that would affect our adoption. Praying that God would provide the money we didn't have. Worrying about Lex while we weren't there. Worrying about our kids while we are gone. Now I feel like I can finally breathe. I can take a deep breath and know that Lex is ours and soon our family will be together again. I guess that is where these emotions are coming from. A place of relief....a place of love.